Happy birthday wfh (:

I wont deny, I have trust issues.

I will believe and give anyone the benefit of doubt, but the tiny devil at the back of my head will daunt me to believe into something I shouldn't evntually.Why?

I hate myself for being such a procrastinator, I hate the fact that people betray your trust and be such a hypocrite, I hate trying to put on a brave front before others when in actual fact i'm such a wreck. and I hate it when I really wish to pour out everything to someone but I can never do that. Who can understand? Who can really listen to you without judging?who can really listen without commenting? myself.

Exams are coming, I am scared. Please dont screw up manda.

From now till end of exams, its going to be a tough period for me and for the people around me.

I want to apologise beforehand if i'm short tempered or anti-social during this time, its a vicious cycle.

I'm actually not strong as I appear to be, I'm not strong enough.