Never thought a day could go pass this slowly, as though it was never going to end.
Today is a horrible horrible horrible day, I guess just have to swallow it.
But to summarise- mum menopause, spoilt my day. Went to work, hot oil, scalded, blister. Serious migrane for the whole day, thought it would go off after awhile but home sweet home, 38.7, fever. And I thought it couldnt get any worse. I hate crying at work, I really really hate it. And I hate the word hate.

You're right, there are times you cannot be there for me and today is one of them. But when something happens, be it good or bad I just want to dial your number. From keeping things to myself to wanting to tell you every nitty gritty detail.

I never thought I'd say this, but I really need you now God.