2nd last day of 2010 and I realised ive been back to blogging here.Hello tubbishtruck, you've been greatly missed and neglected, I know.

I dont know if i should have any new year resolutions for 2011.So easy to make, difficult to keep.But I guess thats the whole point of new year resolutions right?Trying to stick with it in hope to become a better you.But ive given it some thought and here are my resolutions for 2011

• No more last minute studying
• Spend more time with my family (sadly without my younger sis)
• Not hurt the ones I love most (family/friends and you of course)
• Cry lesser and be happier
• Spend less, save more
• focus on the needs and not wants

If I cant even keep those resolutions, I should just be better off dead.
All I really want is for you to hold me in bed, so that I can get a good night sleep in the security of your warm arms.Tonight is not a good good night