You know how they say when your entire life flashes right before your eyes in a near death experience? Well, all I saw was your face and us. My brain's only the size of my 2 fists, you alone take up 3/4 of it. Its just so impossible to not think about you every day. Sitting at the very same spot on my sofa, missing you lying on my lap and watching you sleep.

fever is killing me, my heart is sick too,
and only you can cure it.