I don't feel the cny spirit, never do actually. Kinda detest it with all the family politics.It really is just so complicated sometimes. Everything is just so superficial. As the saying goes 'still waters run deep' Sigh, I feel like going up the singapore flyer and get stuck up there, even though I really don't like such ideas of ferris wheels being so high up , especially reaching the top.

Today during mass, the priest said 'NEVER give up on family, NEVER give up on friends, NEVER give up on relationships' . I never gave up on this rls and us, and dont want to, but how can I stop that from happening? How are we going to let each other go again?The feeling with you arnd makes my life so much more different and special. But I guess we love and miss each other so much that we'd wanna be together even if it still hurts as much to part in the end. Thats love, our love.Okay enough said,just being with you now is the best thing I can ever ask for.
I want to cuddle in your arms and laze the day/night away.