I think im hooked on sleeping pills, I cant sleep without them anymore. This is sick.
Im really beyond happy we're back together but the thought of potentially losing you again is creeping up at the back of my head and its really daunting.Im so scared for the day but im not going to anticipate it. As much as I dont want to lose you again, I know i'll have to some day. Even if i've to go through this a million times, I'd still choose to be with you over and over again. But im not going to think about it, I just want to love you for as long as we're together.

I cannot promise to end the next breakup with a smile but what I will promise you is that it'll definitely not be as disastrous - I will suffer for the both of us, if that'll lessen any pain for you.Anything for you.
The amount of affection and love I have for you can never be put into words.