Im tired of supressing all the shit feelings, tired of walking around and acting like im still living in my own perfect world, tired of looking at couples with their other half and wondering where you are, tired of trying to make myself fall asleep every single time i'm awake, tired of refraining myself from talking to you, tired from thinking about the memories we had, and im really just so tired from trying to make myself stop loving you because I know that everything's gone and I can never have you back , you dont want me back.

And now my heart is stone cold because you've gone, gone away, gone away