12.17am

I miss you.
It is what it is, I really miss you so much.

"being everything is outdated. Be my permanent"

be my permanent used to be my msn pm. Sad how you never wanted to be my permanent, sad how everyone leaves and everything is just temporary and so short lived.
today(20th) could have been our 15th monthsary.Rmb how I always stay up till 00:00 to wish you happy monthsary but I cant do that anymore. I know days/dates dont matter to you, cos to you everyday can be a monthsary but to me it does. I celebrate it cos we made it through yet another month with each other, cos every day/month/year that I get to be with you I count it as a blessing. Guess ive lost that blessing when I lost you too.