unbelieveable

I cannot believe you said I "put all the effing blame like I (you) owe you (me) a life"
Since when?
you said you were physically tired and just worried. Yes you had work, had a long day,exhausted and shagged and physically tired.But I am not the cause of that. Dont treat me as the outlet to vent your frustrations.
Yes my twitter, my tumblr , I CAN say whatever I want. Its not even typed for the purpose to let you see it. So be it directly or indirectly, I never had any intention of "blaming" you. So im not going to tweet, im not going to tumblr, so you wont know that im sad, or even know whether im happy or anything;that way, you wont have to feel bad because you dont know anything.
Yesterday night, I felt my heart break all over again by the things you said-I didnt even know that still was possible after being so badly broken but it sure felt likeit. I wonder if you even know how i'd feel saying those things.When all these while ive been trying to protect you , keeping myself away from you to prevent you from feeling all that, but to think you still felt that. Joke's on me isnt it? haha

I feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart

ohh baby baby, though i tried i just cant adjust
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us


we were in love we both felt the same
the good thing that we had boy was insane
we had a bond that would never break why we let it go oh
we used to stay all night long kissing to our favorite songs
tell me where it all went wrong thats what i got to know oh

 cos i feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
ohh baby baby though i tried i just cant adjust
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
thought that i could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
ohh baby baby got something i want to discuss
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us


I think that we oughta gotta work it out like air your love i cant live without
so have mercy dont leave me in doubt saying i love still hurts, still burns, still burns
i try to go my separate way, at first i thought it was okay
i miss you more with each day, so to you i turn
cos i feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
ohh baby baby though i tried i just cant adjust


ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
thought that i could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
ohh baby baby got something i want to discuss
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us


i know that you saw me with someone else
but believe me im over myself


cuos i feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
ohh baby baby though i tried i just cant adjust
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us
thought that i could get over you oh but baby that is so far from true
ohh baby baby got something i want to discuss
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us



cos i feel you even though we're apart and without you theres a hole in my heart
ohh baby baby though i tried i just cant adjust
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us (what happened to us)
ohh boy what happened to us, happened to us




I need to get myself together.This is wearing me out.
Ive done whatever I could but I cant be selfish to force you to love me when you obviously dont anymore.
Better

1.45am