I try to cover my pain with jokes and laughters.
I dont enjoy any single bit of it really, but that seems like the only option I have aside from crying my lungs out.
I am sad I dont deny. My heart bleeds with every passing day without you as mine.
but like what you said in the first breakup, if I really really love you, let you go. Thats what im learning to do, but its easier said than done.

last week today I was really enjoying my time with you,its all gone now.
so is your love for me.