out with bala today, she makes me laugh.
I kinda wanted to tell her that we've broken up cos she mentioned your name and I almost cried, but I just kept quiet, guess I just didnt want to talk about it and showing people my pathetic crying face.
I want to stop all this emo shit but theres nothing else I can do ,than to type it out.
I dont take sadness very well, I let it slowly ruin me, not that I want to but I cant help it that it happens.

Its stupid to still think that you might want me back and its already a week.
My heart hasnt been mended yet.
Maybe im destined to remain in this 'square one'