"alright uk I hardly ever say such things t u but im havn e feel t do so tonight. I rly do love u vmuch. wana protect & care for u wanna cook for u but not burnt food. wana kiss & sayng u everyday. wana smell ur hands & ur hair * wipe all my perspiration on u heh. I love u gf & I never wana lose u. Huggggs." - word for word from you.

It brings tears to my eyes. Never never happened. I dont know why I still keep your saved sweet msges but I cant bring myself to delete them. Im not those crazy bitch that'll just get rid of everything that reminds me of you but it hurts thinking about back then, and now you not having feelings for me anymore. Every thing reminds me of you - places, things, pictures, and even food. Tell me how am I going to get by when its just so fucking hard.

Seeing your eye like that, yet I cant take care of you or do anything.When your hands are freezing mad, I cant be there to hold it. Its painful.I wish I could, even as your friend but I dont know how, I dont know what to do anymore. I dont want to see or think about you cause it'll only remind me that you're no longer mine, but thoughts of you just keeps running back into my head. Memories really suck. Now everywhere is selling hearts,flowers and bears for valentines, and while others are spending it with their loved ones I will be alone with a shattered heart with no one to love or be loved.

I miss so so so many things, but mostly I miss you truly deeply madly.