wow, and just after I posted the previous post, your msg came in. I dont know if I ought to feel comforted or sad.Today is definitely not kind on me, im not okay and not any better than yst. Its really not that I keep telling myself I cant move on, BELIEVE ME, every single fucking day im telling myself to let go to stop thinking, but it is really getting tougher and tougher when it should be otherwise. So where am I suppose to go from here?

My fingers itch to reply you, my heart wants to talk to you, but im forcing my head to say no. I should just spare you the misery from hearing how much I miss and love you. I dont want you to feel bad for me feeling this way.
Its so stupid to actually want to delete your number away when I can remember it by heart.
Why is everything about you so god damn perfect ,that is just so impossible to erase you off?